i just received a note from a friend who read the last post. It seemed 'it are going in separate directions right now" may have been interpreted as the band being finished. That's not the case. Everyone is doing their own thing right now and no one person is really putting energy or effort into the band. That's all I meant to say. You get what you give and right now not much of either is happening.....

 

As I was writing the last post, I didn't write a number of thoughts in my mind at the time, but had been thinking about many decisions our band has made, especially at the beginning. It's easy to see in hindsight, how one bad decision can easily lead to two. Perhaps I'll get that out of my system soon, but not enough time right now.  

 

But I had a few minutes earlier and decided to check out a.m.y., as I hadn't looked in on them for a long time. I checked out a thread on The Syn and just started laughing. It's the same old shit, different time. But now, instead of Nardelli being the only "insider" to post, Gerard is airing his grievences as well. And they are going back and forth. With the other posters chiming in along the way. Very funny on one hand and kind of sad and sick on the other. Gerard has my empathy. My band felt the sting of broken promises. We were just too danm naive. And not just on that front - but that's another story.....